Today is Tuesday. It is warm and rainy which means my hair is almost an afro. Here is the reality. I have gotten to the point where I am REALLY tired of eating this food and working out several hours a day. I am really tired. I use to be kinda tired with this stuff. Now I am really tired. This is also the third week in a row that I have only lost 1 pound a week. I know that it is good that I am still losing and I also know that it is natural to slow down the longer you are on this program and I do know that 1 pound a week is average for someone my weight who has been on this program this long. But that does mean I like it! If I keep up only 1 pound a week, I will be finished sometime in October. I want to be finished before October. Sigh. That is where I am at. Will you pray for this journey that I would have a renewed excitement for this program. I am almost 2/3 of the way done. I know I can do this and that I will do this. I feel like I need some joy in this process. Instead of saying “Hey I lost another pound this week! That will be one less pound I do not have to worry about losing!” I am saying “Only one pound this week?! This is gonna take forever!” Sigh. It is getting harder.
3.12.13 Day 172, Lost:1 Total:53, Weight: 137
All in.
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